I can’t accept defeat. I’m not a quitter, I’m in love with you and I will not give up. never. not on you, me, or us. I know my feelings and they’ll never go away, I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.
I get so happy sometimes cause I have such great friends, but then I realize once again that I lost the best friend I ever had and the best boyfriend I could ever want. there goes everything. once again.
maybe nothing is working out with any other guy because we’re still meant to be together, and will be back together one day. but maybe that’s just another hopeless dream that’s never gonna come true.
fighting with you would be better than not talking at all. I’ve been so strong for so long and haven’t talked to you in about a month now, and I’m about to break. I’m gonna lose it soon if I can’t talk to you. it’s not fair that I’m still in love with you. I thought I was doing better and almost moved on, but the one person I’ve been trying to convince is the same person that is the only one I can’t lie to…myself. I love you so much. I’m sorry.
